cecilxwhoaa

wow i havent been on here in awhile. but its been over a year now since ive joined  buzznet. made a few friends i still talk to. claire and paija for example. and the wonderful sam (: but yeahh. just wanted to say how awesome you guys are. most communities im apart of, people are jerks. the lj community for example. dont like too much of the people on there. gotta go but hope to talk to you guys more often <3

celia

ok so i got in a writing mood last night, i know this sucks but i just wanna see what this rough draft sounds like. i kinda wrote it to be a song and i kinda got a melody down but heres the lyrics. i need all the criticism i can get guys.

You look ok from the outside.  But youre not fooling me.

 Inside your perfect little world everything is coming down.

Youre life isnt a fairytale. You arent liviing happily ever after.

Youre living the complete opposite.  Youre trapped.

Youre living like a robot. Doing every single thing  your told.

I don't know you anymore. All I can say is I told you so.

Your not the person I loved. Not the person I shared everything with.

Not anymore. Youre like a stranger to me.

All I have to hold onto is the memories  of what used to be.

This is all wrong. This is exactly how thhings shouldn't be.

Everything seemed picture perfect.

God was I wrong.

 I thought I was living in a faiirytale. It seemed to be your fairytale.

We were living happily ever after.

But it came crashing down.  (down, down, down.)

just bought my paramore ticket for the tour this fall. third show in a year in a half. speaking of, on august 13th it marked a year since my first paramore show. ha how time flies. but yeah im pumped for this show. paper route the swellers and paramore all in one show. and i have general admission so its gonna be crazyy. but im excited. anyone else get tickets yet?

heres the printed ticket. hahah

alright i know this is long overdue. but holy shit guys last friday was AMAZING.

through out the day i was seriously so extremly happy i was smiling for a majority of it. this will be a long enrty bc claire told me she wanted alot of details lol.

ok sooo lets get the details going. so i got to the palace at like 4ish. and waited for my friend sam who i meet via livejournal (: i found her and we had to wait outside for like an hour and a half which sucked bc it was freezing out and i had t tanktop on. then we got to go in early to get the meet and greet wristbands and stuff. and stood there for another hour. then will came out and told us to stand in a single file line and we walked to the bus. as we walked to the bus we had to pass all the ppl still waiting in line for their tickets and all you heard was they get to meet them! lucky! and stuff like that. so we get to the buses and get the rules and stuff. it was no taking pictures while they were going down the line signing things. limit of getting two things signed. no phone calls, and no hugging. and we stood there for like 5 mins about waiting for the band to came out until finally hayley popped her head around the corner and there they were! they all seem kinda small in pperson to lol. but jermeys tall. anywho, i had made them all a gift, well me and claire did, so my hands were shakin as i was tryin to out the cds in the order they all lined up. i was towards the end of the line so i had time to calm myself lol. josh came first. he looked mighty fine might i add, and he said hey whats up and asked how i was. i said pretty good and i asked how he was doin. then i said my friend and i made ya a little somethin and his eyes got wide and said aw thanks! and asked what was on it and i was at a loss for wordds so i was like uhh ya know some stuff, but he laughed so it was cool. then zac came. hes kinda quiet. you would think hes not from videos weve seen but he is. he liked the cd and how i put his name on it. haha then taylor came along. hes the sweetesttt. he asked how i was doin and i said im doin swell (embarrassing) and i asked if he was doin all right. he was and i said i made ya somethin and he said ohh my gosh it has my name on it! lol i laughed and said it was a mix cd and hed like it. hayley came next. shes def a shorty haha. along with the cds claire and i each wrote a note and then a tracklist of the songs and why we choose each song. so hayley came to me and said she liked my shoes and asked how i was doin. so we talked fer a min and i said me and my friend made you this mix cd and shes like oh my gosh i lovee cds and then i said with it is a note and then why we choose each song. but dude my voice was soo fuckin shaky as i was sayin that. but she was totally cool. jeremy was last. he had soo much energy. he drew his face on my shirt lol and said he couldnt wait to see what was on the cd.

then came pictures. now you prolly dont know this but i HATE taking pictures. hate hate hate. but of course this was an exception. so i go stand by them and hayley did this funny pose i forget what iwas and will tries takin the picture and MY FUCKIN CAMERA DIED. i was pisseeddd. so i had to use my shitty phone camera so heres the pic.

ya i hate that camera. anyways pictures finished and everyone started talking. i was able to talk to hayley for a minute like one on one before everyone swarmed her. she asked if it was my first paramore show and i said no TFR tour was my first one. and then everyone started sayin stuff. and she talked about their first show in detroit and how it was at the shittiest place every and they met a hobo named papa smurf. so then sam, was talkin to josh about the braclets she made for them so we both got a pic. luckily she had a camera and took this for me

and one with jeremy

so poor tay and zac were standing there alone so me and sam went to talk to them. they were super cool. we talkked about how we hate when people go to shows and just stand there and dont have fun. tay said like some shows theyve played recently the people in the front row are no doubt fans so they pay no attention to anyone but no doubt. and taylor said he hates havin to act like hes having fun when the crowd totally sucks. then he asked if i was out of school i said yeah for awhile and hes like any plans for college i was like nahhh so he said ohh just gonna hang i was like yeah and then i was like wait a second, im only going into 10th. he thought me and same were going into college. ahaahah. and zac asked how old i was i said 15 and he was like ohhh right around johns age. i was like haha yeah (: and we laughed. then will had to break up the fun and it was time to go so taylor said thanks again for the cd and i said anything and ill see ya around and he was like wait hug!! so he gave me a huge hug. ahh i was happy lol. and zac said later buddy and put his arm around my shoulder. so we started to walk and hayley was right in front of us so i was like wait picture! so sam took it. i got cut out ): thanks sam lol but i dont care bc i was standing next to hayley williams hhaa. here it is.

so then it was show timeee. we got to the pit and we were pretttyyy close to the barricade so i was satisfied. but for some reason there were a lott of bitchy women around us. like these poor little girls it was their first concert and they were in the pit lol and their dad pushed through and were standin right by us. i didnt care at all. they were short and couldnt see. but this lady starts flippin outtttt on them sayin shit like we got here so were stayin here. iwas like ok you bought pit tickets and you didnt expect to get pushed around? i felt so bad for those little girls though.

beoudin soundclash was pretty good. no idea who they are but the lead singer was a hottttieeee.

paramore still always amazes me. theyre so upbeat on stage and never disappoints me. i was like right in front of taylor. so i watched him most of the show lol. at one point he waved at me and sam! sam screamed taylor and we waved and he waved back (: hayley was good with the crowd as always. she was amazed at how big the crowd was. it was almost sold out. umm i liked the setlist they played. im really diggin ignorance. they only thing i wish they did was play freakin my heart with joshs screaming. hopefully theyll play old stuff like they said they would next tour and thatll be on there... heres a few ppics i got. remember camera died. these are from my phone

sucky i know i know. ok so when no doubt came on i got pushed to the barriacde so i was seriously five feet away from them. i could fricken see stretch marks on gwens stomach i was so close. no doubt is seriously amazing. like i was blown away. every single person in the arena was on their feet and jumping. tony is like a crazy good bass player. i was fricken blown away. i cant put into words how crazy it was. im pretty freakin glad i can say ive been front row at a no doubt concert. but i got NO pictures cause my phone died.

that had to be the best day of my life.

im def gonnna in the music video for "detroit" by fireworks. thanks to claire who told me about it. i jsut gotta go to dodge park in sterling heights tmmrw @ 730 and bam. im pumped!

guys. i effing won a meet and greet with paramore. out of thousands of people lil old celia won. im ready to shit myself.

ok im always sick. ive figured that out. now its like some sort of stomach flu thing.. i havent eaten in three days. i went to school for a little bit to see how itd go. i went to first hour and halfway through class I jumped up and sprinted to the bathroom and blahh. and on top of that.. finals are like two weeks away and im missing all this school. ugh.

btw anyone have some good music you listen to when your sick? i need some new songs and some good ones at that.

ok i havent been on in ages. i got grounded because of my math grade ): but just finally today i got ungrounded.

ive gone through a transformation. hahah. i got my braces off!!! woo and just the other day i got my hair dyed. it used to be a really light brown with some blonde in it and now its a very dark auburn brown. theres a lot of red in it and some black in there. its kick ass dude. ill get a pic up someother time.

and im accident prone so i of course have a story. softball game and i slid into second and its not a breakaway bag so my ankle collided with it and long story short the three ligements surrounding my ankle are almost torn. yay (:

so how are all of you? i hope to catch up with you guys soon.

<3 celia

my my i havent been on in a LONG time. i think like over a month. thank myfather for grounding me over my math grade ): but im in florida at the moment so i cant stay on long. hope to talk to all of you again soon!

ahh! the paramore dates have been announced!!!

paramore.net

lol this pic makes me laugh. my borthers a creep and it looks like he has lip gloss on :/

haha anyways. how ya'll been? its still like two degrees here. and i wanna punch someone. lol the cold makes me so sad ): but im going to florida in a few months so its something to look forward to. um everyone one in my house is sick so ive locked myself in my room. i hate sickness. blahh.

we have a long weekend off of school. its like our mid winter break but they call its Presidents Weekend? Uh yaa idk what thats about. school realllly sucks latley. its just like extra boring. but omg i have to disect a baby pig next week!! dude thats so not right. like its a HUGE part of our grade so we have to do it. ugh im not looking forward to that ):

ive been really listening to john mayer latley. i love his voice and his lyrics a lot.

yup i got a concusion. effing basketball game and this girl ran into me with her head and i have HUGE bump that blood on the top of my eye. ive tried to upload a pic but its not workin :/ but just imagine a black eye all the way around my eye, cuts everywhere, and my eyebrow is 10 times the size it should  be. :/ im in major pain. and im not allowed to sleep because i have a concusion i can slip into a coma :/ so im scared shitless.

here comes another random post.

braces off on st. patricks day!! woo hooo. i wont have a mouth full of metal anymore (: so happy days to that.

um. so paramore and no doubt huh?! thats gonna be craazzyyyy shhhiittt. if anyone isn't stoked about that.. idkk lol.

gosh idk what to write but i wanna post. ooh i got it. imma post pics of what i got for my b-day (:

ive wanted this forreevver and i finally found it online (:

yaaa to yellow jeans (:

i really like plaid shirts these days.

and some all black vans.

sweet shades too.

idk whats up with the spacing but i dont wanna take time to fix it. (: lol

i turned 15 at 6:04 (:

woo

heyyyyaaa. i felt like posting. im kinda bored.

my birfdays on tuesday so i had a couple friends over last night. just my bestfriends karly and christina. i really didnt wanna do anything. so we went and saw unborn and then just came back to my place.

aha my moms making a big deal out of my birthday. she keeps going 3 more days till your fifteen and im like aha ya... i feel like a little kid. like saying oh ya im 14. doesnt feel like i am. feels like im older but i know when im older im gonna wish i was little...

my 'rents went all out this year fer my b-day and got me a pair of shoes and a shirt. haa. they said my christmas present counted as my b-day too. soo yaa. oh i got the paramore decode hat i wanted. as a matter o fact im wearing it right now. (:

finals were last week. uh math was a big oh no. i looked at the test and wanted to pass out. spainsh was easy. histoy was ok. bio was another oh no. but i got a b so ya. aha language arts. i was on of the few nerds to get a 99% on :/ lol.

well fams here so i gotta bounce. lovee you allll <3

boo to honors bio. ive got a final in it tmmrw. ive been studying it for oh idk i think abou 4 hours now. ejrhg. im tired. and i ate a bunch of butter pecan ice cream. (:

and to make this day even worse.. I BROKE MY PHONE. and obviously im pissed. this is sad but it dropped in the toilet. and no i dont text whhile in the bathroom.. freakks. anyways yaa i dont have a phone.

but good news is i think im getting my braces off tmmrw (: well at least thats what the orthodontist said... pray i get them off (:

<3